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Thursday, April 28, 2005

Hey everyone.  I made a new "blog" over at another site so please look for me other there.  I like it a lot better over there!

http://riggz.blogspot.com

Please sign up and continue the comments...I really do appreciate all of them.

El Dios Bendice!  (God Bless)


Monday, April 25, 2005

So yeah, haven't posted in a while. Not really in the mood to write tonight either I guess.

My astronomy teacher has to be the most retarded woman on the planet.  She never shows up on time, takes 30 mins to get prepared, can't run a computer and never has anything prepared ahead of time. grrr lol


Saturday, April 16, 2005

She's locked up in a casket 6 feet under,

her moms life she lives happiness swept up under

she's gotta smile that could blow up da spot

deep inside she's held up and not

allowed to let loose and live

now she'd give

anything to live.

She'll spread out her wings of freedom someday and fly

I just pray she won't crash, burn and die.

Madd prayers, to you, from me to up High.

 

Prayin' for ya Sara


Thursday, April 07, 2005

I sit on this rock with much thinking, wondering who I am and why I love it here.  So many habitats, so many animals, all in one condensed area.  The beautiful green trees swaying in the wind, the soothing sound of the rushing creek in front of me.  I don't want to go home.  I love it here.  Place of rest and constant amazement.  No ridicule, no homework, no tests, no drama, no distress, just me, God, his wonderful creation and I never feel left out.  I feel watched as I speak with God, I notice a beautiful deer just staring at me from across the creek.  Not moving, no sense of fear that I can tell, just curiosity as to what this thing is sitting here on this rock.  God is truly amazing and walking with him on this mountain has been nothing short of extraordinary.  Everything has it's place here.  Nothing left out, all with a purpose.  No sound goes unchecked, no leaf left unturned.  No bug that dies, no monkey that cries goes without listen from it's creator.  As I escape from my daydream I offer you this....if it's true there it's most definately true here.  The same God that provides for the animals on that mountain will provide for you and me.  Peace.


Sunday, March 27, 2005

I think maybe that last night I figured out another part to myself.  The road is long and dark.  Half the time I'm scared to go down it for fear of what I may find.  Last night a friend helped me out.  They say words can heal and destroy, cut and tear down, can be sharper than a double edged sword, I believe them.  "Don't be so freaking modest."  Those words brought so many flashbacks.  Some that hurt and some that made me smile.  What did I learn you may ask?  My fear of labels and judges.  I've always been the "good boy".  Asked to speak at chapels, spoken about from all the teachers, every parent loves me, yet I hide.  I don't feel 100% complete or real to myself.  Everystep I take in life consists of many things.  Fear for making the wrong one, always doing what I think others would see as good, and the fear of what others think, the labels they may put on my forhead, and the judges that sit alongside the road analyzing my every move.  Last night was an eye opener that I don't know what to do with.  I don't agree with everything my friends do, yet I love them so much and they make ME come out.  I don't have to worry about them judging me, labeling me anything I can just be me.  That was just last night.  How can I be happy again and truly live?



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